Why Give Her pain? Random Thoughts Series 4 of 12.

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Give her pain.

Why?

Because she earned it.

Because she is empty and just needs to feel.

Because of everything she has done to herself. She earned her fucking beating.

Because she knows she’s not good enough. She thinks too much. She’s a fucking dummy. She feels too much. She doesn’t feel enough. She talks too much. She never says anything. She’s too sensitive. She’s fat. She’s skinny. She’s stupid. She thinks she knows it all. She fucked up a good thing. She stayed when she shouldn’t have. She put herself in that position. She never put herself in that position. She’s ugly. She’s just NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!

Her insecurities won’t be silent for a minute.

Hand her the pain to quiet her.

Because she genuinely tried her best and it still wasn’t good enough, she failed.

She disappointed you. She could feel it on you.

Wipe that feeling of guilt away.

Because the physical pain will take away the mental and emotional angst that she already feels all the time.

Why give her pain?

Because she wants, craves and NEEDS it.